I’ll be honest this blog has died a death. It’s not that Jay isn’t wonderful and interesting (to me) anymore; it’s just that I don’t have the time to write about it these days.
The Johnsons are very busy lately; Daddy Johnson is working very hard and is also going through some medical problems. So, he is tired and very overworked. However, it is wonderful in a way because he’s been promoted at work and still loves his job.
Mummy Johnson is busy in her own way with work and study. I recently did lots of Health Care training and work has been more than a little crazy. If you take long hours, a large case load and add in some emergencies and a clinical audit you will understand why I prefer to come home and sleep rather than Blog.
Jay is just wonderful; he has his own little routine and I am so proud of him every day. He is adaptable (although can be bossy and stroppy) and a generally happy little boy. He has his own little social life and I love him more each day. Friends around us are currently having their second and third babies and I just don’t want that for us right now. I look at him and think of all the things I would miss if we had a little baby around.
I enjoy my little boy and I was pretty devastated when I had a positive pregnancy test recently. Lucky for us it was a fluke and faded to negative within seconds (which is why they say don’t read right away) but I think the women of Westfield knew my feelings as I swore loudly at the result. It’s those raw reactions that tell you how you really feel and I really don’t want another baby right now.
But, things with us are good. We are well and healthy (well, husband has some disease which he is waiting to see a specialist about but it’s more annoying than fatal).